Got rejected AGAIN! =c

Today went to Compass around 6 plus plus meet my besties in my lion dance troupe. For self-revision and Dinner. Surprisingly my cousin come meet up with us for dinner too. So we had our dinner at mos burger. haha. =p Yitto is soooooooo kawaii. hee. But he dun seems to know me. Quite sad der. =c Think when he's older he will recognise ler bah, needs to take quite a long time also. haha. =o After our dinner we (HY,YM,YT,JW) walked to YM&YT hse for self-revision. Didn't really studied long but at least i did exercise on it. Forgotten how to do on some of it ler. Got to find time to jio my classmates out study ler. At least if i dunno still someone's there for me to ask. hee. =x I dun wan to fail my accounting. If not all my effort in last yr nitec will be wasted, plus i have to scored well so that probably i have a small chance let her knows that im a good person. Wld have abit og good impression on her. Erm. Think im thinking too much again! Hopes things comes out to be good.







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Yesterday night ask her out for study today and so i've got rejcted again. =x although i known i will get rejected but still quite sad der. =c Why lidat? aiyo. Can, CAN she PLEASE give me a chance. i cant tahan already. Really feels like telling her 'Can i woo you?' But i know i cant tell her this. This type of feelings really so terrible. How can i get over her? Who knows can please tell me? Hmm. Life without her feels so bad. empty. Lost. How can i enter her world and knows how she feels and how her lifestyle is? How? Today's blog full with question marks. Cant do anything without her. Wanna take care of her, protect her, let her enjoy life. But she not willing to let me do all this for her. Damn have a feeling wanna give up already, but i just cant. She has already stayed in my heart. Dun have this kind of feelings for ver very long time ler. Since 2 yrs ago this feelings comes back ler. Is this waht so called 'LOVE'? Dunno. Trying to figure it out, hope it's just a crush. and nth else. =x